How long have I been out? What the hell happened? Where the hell am I? WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE TO MY BODY?
You psychotic bitch, look what you have done to me! You mutilated my body, I am a freak now, my life is over! why the hell did you choose me! I was sent her to do 4 months of community service for a crime I did not commit, not to be tortured, humiliated and deformed by a psycho! I will never be able to settle down with a good woman now! why didn’t you just kill me?
I think to myself what do I do now? I am a freak now. How can I possibly live my life now that I can’t produce a son. I am not thinking about escaping this place anymore. I now know how a woman born to this world as a woman feels!